There's something to remember;
there's something to forget.
There's something left reflections on my mind;
there's something I let it pass with the time.
In the virtual space Chelsea named for my favorite place in London, my feelings and memories lie sound.
God dies, nations collapse, governments disfunction, authorities fails, races coflict, wars break out, nothing lasts forever, everything fades. Maybe, the only thing I can really believe to the last end is the human community (人類共同體).
how to live, how to die, how to chase a star, how to make missles, how to help, how to grow up, how to love...
many many how to
anyway, to move forward.
上帝已死，國家覆亡，政府失能，權威潰敗，種族衝突，戰爭爆發，
所有事都會消逝。
在這個懷疑與不信的時代或許我唯一能相信的是，
人類，人性，這個我以前從不相信的東西。
如何活，如何死，如何造火箭，如何競選，如何幫助別人，如何去愛，如何挺身而出，如何做個大人，如何表達自己...
在這世界上必須學的許許多多的how to
學不盡，學不完，
知道的越多反而越恐懼，越無法如無知時確信不已。
我遇見一個我喜歡的男人，我不知道事態會如何發展，但我很正面，相信一切都會好的。
I met a guy I like. I don’t know how’s it gonna to be. But I am positive/optimistic. I believe everything is gonna be fine.
悲傷難過憤怒時，如何安定自己。
我想的事，我說的話，都會變成真的，
所以要慎思慎言。
Life is never easy
but I chose to
to love, to work, to connect, to be alive
永無止境檢討修正以臻完美化境的自我改造執著阿
you are mine and you will be mine.
we will be just fine.
The difference between Optimism and Positive Thinking - Imagine Your Reality : Holistic Business Coaching | Imagine Your Reality : Holistic Business Coaching:
"What’s the difference? Optimistic thinking tends to focus on the idea that everything will work out, and so as a result the person can sometimes be blindsided by situations that occur and not be prepared for them. Positive thinking on the other hand acknowledges that problems can occur and that everything won’t automatically work out, unless the person is prepared to take action. Positive thinking embraces possibilities and looks for solutions without the assumption that everything will automatically work.
It’s important to cultivate positive thinking as a skill. It starts with recognizing where you are limiting your thoughts. If you are telling yourself what you can’t do, that’s an example of negative or limited thinking. Flip it around and tell yourself you can do it. You’ll find that if you believe you can do something, you’ll start to look for ways to actually make it happen. In a given situation, look for the possibilities and then embrace them. By choosing to do that you’ll start seeing how you can solve your problems and you won’t let them bog you down with details.
Positive thinking recognizes that no problem is too large and that every problem has a solution, if you are willing to look for it. It also recognizes that focusing on the negatives will only limit you, because you’ll focus on what those negatives tell you instead of looking for ways to get around them or solve them.
Positive thinking is an essential skill for a business owner. It’s developed by monitoring your thoughts and your attitude and inserting a consciousness focus toward positive thinking. When you aim for possibilities, you never let a negative situation control you."
再來分享我偶像的東西，於前是完全教徒無誤。
有要緊事要做時累累起不了床，難得清閒時卻早早起來，這就是人性的矛盾？
一早起來看到這個覺得很感動，人不斷挑戰推進自己的極限，去做一直想做卻沒機會做的事物，自我滿足，有成功經驗的支持，與失敗經驗的淬煉，就會變得更加堅強自信。
愛與美是我一生所求，雖然這句話迂腐*的我說不出口，卻在那時毫不猶豫的寫了下來，在心中反覆迴響。
回到原點，接收各樣正面負面回饋，聽聞別人看到我的面貌，訴說整理，即使一時雜亂也沒關係，反覆出現的東西有其意義，看見一路走來的軌跡，電石光火間，生生滅滅，變得清晰。
被發了一手牌，進了一個局，雖然現在還是覺得艱困，要好好打下去。可以哭，不要逃，突破他，你做的到。
小時候的我無力反抗，以為世界就是這樣，被鐵鍊綑綁的小象，即使長大了也掙不開牢，或許所有的錯都來自最初的假設，現在就可以開始。
精神負擔太大時就休息，安頓自己的心，線性阻礙太大的話，就螺旋前進吧。
和心中的毒龍相處，看清楚看似可怕的恐龍想要告訴我的事物。DINOSOUR!
哭喊自己沒有的東西，沒有做的選擇，that's what you chose.
Others come and go but you are in my soul, forevermore.
最終只有一件事重要。
今早夢見了媽咪
與她相伴 在忙亂的醫院跑各站體檢穿梭
最重要的東西是什麼
追求心靈的愉悅和自由
然後聽了forevermore
多麼適合阿
無須太過沉湎其中
but you are exactly who/what makes me "me" we are all looking for something certain, firm, still, ever-lasting, forevermore in this "transient, evanescent, inconstant" impermanence.
確かなもの
形のないもの
変わりやすいもの
儚いもの
それても愛している
I am a victim of your uncertain love.
Do you hold the key?
I don't need you to turn the key, I can make me complete.
Make me complete 歌詞 BoA ※ Mojim.com 魔鏡歌詞網:
People say the best things always come to those who wait
I don't know if my heart can stand to beat another day
You pull me up and I'm falling like I'm crashing to the ground
Hearts break but they don't make a sound
In the mirror's a reflection of the brightest star
But her only imperfections are why she waits so long
To say the words you never say
Tell me now whisper loud
Show me how you feel the same way
I'm a victim of your uncertain love
Afraid to show my heart and it's because of you
I'm not giving up so don't be the one to close the door
Baby please you make me complete
I don't wanna wait no more Just need you now to believe That the feeling that your feeling is real Ignite the night nothings more right You and I we can light the sky Give it everyting cause the moments flashing by
I'm tired of waiting but I'm not gonna give up
All you have to do is turn the key to make me complete
I'm a victim of your uncertain love
Afraid to show my heart and it's because of you
I'm not giving up so don't be the one to close the door
You only have to turn the key to make me complete
To make me complete
婚姻制度很美麗
但世俗之人無法理解它的意義
只知拿著一紙契約就以為保障了永恆
更為了勸進簽進共同立約人受盡拖磨
我愛你其實只是這樣簡單的一句
但卻煞費苦心 瞻前顧後 動輒得咎 小心翼翼
實現=滿足
付出=得到 너는 나 나는 너 (I am you, you are me)
she's a baby
To love you is to love me.
認知和了解不一樣
理解，感受，體會也不一樣
Each step, each move, each depression, each cockiness, each duplicity,
每一個小把戲，每一個小心機 my cunning trick and involuntary scheme
My instinctive natural little scheme
我狡猾的小心機與本能的小算計
I love you just the way you are
我要常常開心的笑 不過
偶爾哭一下也沒關係
I know you are with me.
I travel in this world with your love watching me and everything you share with me, I can never be perfect, but I will be fine.
我想我還是會繼續關注這些議題
但應該可以過比較平衡的人生
雖然還是有很多要清洗的東西不知道會什麼時候又冒出來逆襲(?)
But I will be fine.
從第一個這樣跟我說的人開始 蠻不在乎地 輕鬆寫意地
“You will be fine~”
在焦慮絞著手的我面前
然後 有人抱著我哭 說我會很好的
雖然我當時一點感覺也沒有 只覺得麻木
不懂為什麼要為我 一個無關的他人哭的面容憔悴
但是我都有聽到喔 我都記得
Step by step, bit by bit, piece by piece,
I find my missing parts
I see my path all the way, thoroughly and clearly.
I feel sad, but great in the end.
I will be fine.
Love in, Love out.
接受愛，給予愛。
Here you are, here we are.
2019/4/9 15:59
嘿他又跑出來了
hello, how are you
那熟悉的感覺
右肩的痛苦 穿越身體的恐懼 手不由自主的抖
世界彷彿靜止了一般
言語色彩聲音都消失
宛如他人
