這些不充足
在人生的路上踽踽獨行
找尋著自己失去的東西
其實什麼都不缺
只是要找到自己而已
告別內在的兩種聲音：「你不值得」與「你不行」
消えそうな勇気を 今持ってる君へ
屆けこの想いよ Zero to Goal Zero to Goal
切なくて淡い いつかの夜走った ひとりの道は
もう 風が包んでくれるから
Tuesday, June 23, 2020
Wednesday, June 17, 2020
想去旅行
想去旅行
有好多好多的相關記憶、層層疊疊
這樣美好的人生
我一步步親手打造的人生
美麗的風景
我也希望妳們能看見
英文好
就可以有很多機會
去很多地方玩喔
了解歷史和文化
感受到許多許多事情
數學好
思考事情就會清晰喔
可以解開複雜的謎題
小時候的我(現在也還是)
崇拜偵探、科學家、數理好的人
因為做了許多許多 所以我不遺憾或怨懟
我認真的生活過愛過
讓我去想去的地方
充分地體會這些體驗
謝謝宇宙萬物
2020/6/16
一天歡喜 一天悲傷
一天焦慮 一天放鬆
抬頭看到的朗朗晴空
夏天來臨
所有一切都恰到好處
順著宇宙的韻律舞動著
在早晨的巴士上看著陽光炫爛的河川
在夜晚的巴士上看著燈火點點的山脈
阿 想去旅行
想坐著火車
想念那些自由自在的時光
這一次想跟你一起去
有好多好多的相關記憶、層層疊疊
這樣美好的人生
我一步步親手打造的人生
美麗的風景
我也希望妳們能看見
英文好
就可以有很多機會
去很多地方玩喔
了解歷史和文化
感受到許多許多事情
數學好
思考事情就會清晰喔
可以解開複雜的謎題
小時候的我(現在也還是)
崇拜偵探、科學家、數理好的人
因為做了許多許多 所以我不遺憾或怨懟
我認真的生活過愛過
讓我去想去的地方
充分地體會這些體驗
謝謝宇宙萬物
2020/6/16
一天歡喜 一天悲傷
一天焦慮 一天放鬆
抬頭看到的朗朗晴空
夏天來臨
所有一切都恰到好處
順著宇宙的韻律舞動著
在早晨的巴士上看著陽光炫爛的河川
在夜晚的巴士上看著燈火點點的山脈
阿 想去旅行
想坐著火車
想念那些自由自在的時光
這一次想跟你一起去
Tuesday, June 16, 2020
勇氣與信心
2020/6/16
恰好是兩年前呢
也是六月
又美又強
才華洋溢
我的偶像
Knew her when I was young
Reconnected when we were little bit older
Both sprung, I got issues and chips on both of my shoulders
Reputation precedes me, in rumors I'm knee deep
The truth is it's easier to ignore it, believe me
Even when we'd argue, we don't do it for long
And you understand the good and bad, end up in the song
For all your beautiful traits, and the way you do it with ease
For all my flaws, paranoia, and insecurities
I've made mistakes, and made some choices that's hard to deny
After the storm, something was born on the fourth of July
I've passed days without fun, this endgame is the one
With four words on the tip of my tongue, I'll never say
I hit you like bang
We tried to forget it, but we just couldn't
And I bury hatchets but I keep maps of where I put 'em
Reputation precedes me, they told you I'm crazy
I swear I don't love the drama, it loves me
And I can't let you go, your hand prints on my soul
It's like your eyes are liquor, it's like your body is gold
You've been calling my bluff on all my usual tricks
So here's the truth from my red lips
中文歌詞翻譯
2018/6/6 2:40PM
恰好是兩年前呢
也是六月
又美又強
才華洋溢
我的偶像
Knew her when I was young
Reconnected when we were little bit older
Both sprung, I got issues and chips on both of my shoulders
Reputation precedes me, in rumors I'm knee deep
The truth is it's easier to ignore it, believe me
Even when we'd argue, we don't do it for long
And you understand the good and bad, end up in the song
For all your beautiful traits, and the way you do it with ease
For all my flaws, paranoia, and insecurities
I've made mistakes, and made some choices that's hard to deny
After the storm, something was born on the fourth of July
I've passed days without fun, this endgame is the one
With four words on the tip of my tongue, I'll never say
I hit you like bang
We tried to forget it, but we just couldn't
And I bury hatchets but I keep maps of where I put 'em
Reputation precedes me, they told you I'm crazy
I swear I don't love the drama, it loves me
And I can't let you go, your hand prints on my soul
It's like your eyes are liquor, it's like your body is gold
You've been calling my bluff on all my usual tricks
So here's the truth from my red lips
中文歌詞翻譯
2018/6/6 2:40PM
i wanna be your end game
i wanna be your first string
最近崇拜死了Taylor Swift
從look what you made me do開始
22的青春洋溢
又美又強
男人都爭著上我的床
是我選擇不是你們
因為不缺 所以奉勸你們想好再來
big reputation, big reputation
成為一個美麗的女人是我必須
更大更威更好更強
獨特而溫柔的
I don't wanna touch you (I don't wanna be)
Just anther ex-love (You don't wanna see)
I don't wanna miss you (I don't wanna miss you)
Like the other girls do
I don't wanna hurt you (I just wanna be)
Drinkin' on a beach with (You all over me)
I know what they all say (I know what they all say)
But I ain't tryna play
我是終局遊戲
我是先發陣容
我是最佳拍檔
18/3/15 下午11:32
China Standard Time
一點一點的我越來越了解自己了
喜歡自己
滿滿的學習
別累著了
最佳狀況：變得自我肯定、相信自己、獨立而又平等地相互依賴。對自我的信心使他們有積極的態度，顯示出勇氣、領導才能、豐富的創造力、以及自我表現能力。
又美又帥是最高境界阿
冰山美人
高嶺之花
睥睨群倫
4/24/2018 11:41:48 PM
襪賽這實在是帥爆了
雖然我跟Taylor不熟
但可望這應該是她以往出現過的各種形像
然後破壞而再製
自我批判、重塑而進化
雌雄難辨的跨性別，男舞者精壯的肉體穿上tank背心與絲襪高跟鞋分外魅惑性感逼人
與最前的女王一起恣意舞動
傲笑自以為是的乖乖牌
即使不能成為白雪公主，成為黑暗皇后也是很不錯的。
傷害我的人都去死吧，你們會付出代價！
即使仇恨並不美麗，但卻令我立足。
6/19/2019 6:34:51 AM
美麗的巴黎
美麗的歌詞
結束是為了開始
begin again
Friday, June 12, 2020
ANEGO after ? years
6/12/2020 10:43:27 AM
anego after more than 10 years
不知不覺我已經從比黑澤小的年紀
變成比naoko大的年紀了
但年輕男人還是一樣的可口 (H)
the classic never gets old.
緯來居然要播10年前我們在宿舍裡一起看著想像著未來的日劇
十年後我們會怎樣呢 :)
2016/1/11 1:31 PM
最近又重看了這篇文章。
ANEGO是永遠的經典阿。
非常非常喜歡最後婚禮上Naoko講的那一段話
嗯，當一個ＯＬ不是一件舒服的事情啊。每天過著依舊枯燥的日子，但身邊的單身女人卻一個一個在減少。年輕一輩的都比我先結婚， 而雖然我在工作方面很能幹，但別人都把我想為一個寂寞的中年女人 。在我的腦海裡，有一個持續的掙扎，而唯一的出路就是 gokuun (group date) 和婚姻！哈哈，說笑的啦。
當時後面沒有看得很懂，覺得結果太過殘酷低迷，不符預期。
但現在想想這才是真正的人生，最好的結果。
婚姻不是一個終點，也不是一種逃避的方法。
快樂不假外求，不須等待救贖，只能自己給予。
雖然沒當過小妹妹有點遺憾，但能早點想到知道一些事，即使結果看起來一樣(?)，還是不錯的吧。
--
想要找機會來重看~
不知會不會又更感觸良多呢。
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1/12/2016 3:00:38 PM
女性（じょせい）
女（おんな）
女子（じょし）
女の子（おんなのこ）
多種的稱呼，複雜的認同。
いろんな名前、いろんな役割だとしても
女の悩みは絶えない。
Tuesday, June 02, 2020
the autumn wind
i am meant to forget
it’s also a process of learning
deal with uncertainty, live with uncertainty
but I leave traces everywhere to remind me of what I’ve seen and done.
I miss the days in Korea. I was free and unattached.
I wandered in the campus and the city, tentatively stretched myself to discover the world around me little by little in my own pace, to watch people or just to have some time free to feel anything. Nothing is really important. Though we may “pretend” to. Though we did have homeworks to do.
Oh, it’s me, I am with me. To feel the silence on the 10th floor of W6 alone, to see the little hill now turn to be bald and bleak in winter, in December, recalling just less than 4 months ago, I was lying on the pavilion in the woods hearing and feeling the first sign of the autumn --- the slightly chilly wind, which is in probably mid September (9/20, i found).
時光如水銀墜地，生活在過去、現在、未來 x 簡單、進行、完成、完成進行
everything I did, I loved, I ate, I saw, I felt, I found.
I am.
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