Tuesday, June 02, 2020

the autumn wind

i am meant to forget
it’s also a process of learning
deal with uncertainty, live with uncertainty
but I leave traces everywhere to remind me of what I’ve seen and done. 
I miss the days in Korea. I was free and unattached. 
I wandered in the campus and the city, tentatively stretched myself to discover the world around me little by little in my own pace, to watch people or just to have some time free to feel anything. Nothing is really important. Though we may “pretend” to. Though we did have homeworks to do. 
Oh, it’s me, I am with me. To feel the silence on the 10th floor of W6 alone, to see the little hill now turn to be bald and bleak in winter, in December, recalling just less than 4 months ago, I was lying on the pavilion in the woods hearing and feeling the first sign of the autumn --- the slightly chilly wind, which is in probably mid September (9/20, i found). 

時光如水銀墜地,生活在過去、現在、未來 x 簡單、進行、完成、完成進行
everything I did, I loved, I ate, I saw, I felt, I found. 
I am. 



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春夜

你的眼神,明暗交雜,一笑成花。 是的我曾經見過這樣的世界,在北京的深夜,我們坐著計程車經過天安門廣場,那個紅色的光影和遠遠的毛澤東像,映照在車窗上,街燈閃爍,投影在你慵懶/疲倦/若有所思的臉上。 在很多年之後的今天,我忽然想起這個場景,或許從未逝去,只是沒有想起。弔詭的是,我甚至...