Wednesday, January 24, 2018

In Progress

Chelsea: 2017:
"因為有光,才知道身處之地是多麼黑暗,
因為邁步,才知道自己已經開始旅程,
因為駑鈍,才知道要更加提起精神,
因為脆弱,才知道什麼是堅強,"

【大天使加百利】2018-1-22 明白你正處於進展的其中一個階段 @ Peaceful :: 痞客邦 PIXNET ::: "It is much like being mid-flight in an airplane. You have left one place and have not yet landed at your destination. Even though you may be above the clouds and not able to see the progress being made toward your goal, there is much forward movement happening. 就像飛機在空中飛行。你離開一個地方,還未到達目的地。即使你在雲層之上,無法看到你的目標正在取得進展,但還是有很多向前移動的事情在發生。"


We understand it can be difficult to stay in surrender, faith, flow, and trust when much can seem undefined, but the fact that you are an in-between stage is proof positive that your journey has begun. In fact, it is an indicator that you are well on your way and in the phase where the most progress is being made!
我們明白,當很多事情看似未確定(看不見成果)時,要處於臣服,信念,流動,信任是艱難的,但事實是,你處於中間階段,這證明你的旅程已經開始。事實上,它是一個指標,你正在順利的進行,你很好地處於你的道路上,並且正處於最大進步的階段!


So just like you would during a flight we encourage you to do whatever supports you in being as comfortable as possible. Read. Nap. Meditate. Take care of your immediate physical needs. Understand you are in a temporary phase that will soon be forgotten. And above all, don't jump out of the airplane before you have a chance to land in a great new space of wonder, possibility, and potential.~Archangel Gabriel
所以就像在飛行中一樣,我們鼓勵你盡可能去做支持你舒適的事情。閱讀。小憩。冥想。照顧好你的生理需求。明白你處於一個即將被遺忘的臨時階段。而最重要的是,在你有機會登陸到巨大的、新的、神奇可能性和潛能之地前,不要跳機。


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好好照顧自己

Friday, January 12, 2018

2018/1/10

For 2018
每年我都會觀察生日的天氣,基本上都是年度低溫,記憶中總是下著台北的陰雨,悽悽慘慘戚戚。
但是,隨著氣候變遷(?)天氣好像漸漸轉好了,雖然還是常常有淒風苦雨的時候,聳聳肩表示不意外,或者啞然失笑說沒錯~就是這樣(^_<)。或是像這樣,晴朗明亮但冰寒刺骨的日子,也很好。

雖然還是受許多事情迷惑困擾,有很多不明白不了解的事,但是歐巴桑的禮物之一就是不要臉(x)變得坦率(o),知道不知道什麼,懂得一笑置之,經歷它。

謝謝在我身邊的人,和不再/在我身邊的人,
愛我的人,我愛的人,家人親屬友伴,當然還有我,
願大家都平安快樂健康。

下次的藍天不知道什麼時候會來,
不管是多少次的藍天,都想要像第一次一樣地看。

#2017 #2018

Friday, December 29, 2017

Thank you 2017

今年我學到,無論多苦都還是要笑,

(親愛的,當妳一笑,就算苦笑,世界就繽紛起來,靈動閃耀)

今年我學到,文字是我倚仗之物,但不是唯一之物,有時不思不想不言不語,也很好,

今年我學到,他第一次見面時放給我聽就著迷的歌,在咖啡廳一個人趴在窗邊的木板桌上聽,雨夜,樹影婆娑,笑語喧嘩,

we don't talk anymore.
this is what you came for.

不過阿 音樂一下
我還是會為你跳舞  you
你知道的 生命的那些美好時光阿

一期一會,但我並不寂寞。我學到我想要的,我認真的親吻過感受過。因此,我聽過,聽到了音樂,雨聲,心跳聲,呼吸聲。

人們來來往往,我的生命充滿喜悅和美好,永遠發光。

生有時,死有時;哭有時,笑有時;愛有時,恨有時;
霪雨有時,旱魃有時,乾枯有時,氾濫有時,流淚播種有時,歡慶收割有時,此時。

所有都是最好的安排,只是當時還不明白。

有點不足也很好,妳完全成長的希望,不只是希望,它就在我眼前。
相信自己,聽從本心。
不用著急,毋須害怕,妳想待多久都沒有關係,想怎麼耍賴都沒有關係,我會陪妳,直到最後。
當感覺到time to go的時候,向前走吧。


「我」是現時點社會化的歐陽女士,
「妳」是小時候的hika,這樣

但是我還是很想再見到他
不強求 會在某個時候發生或始終不發生吧

still too early for a goodbye old year and new year resolution?
anyway, the time is now. 

Thursday, December 14, 2017

2017

God dies, nations collapse, governments disfunction, authorities fails, races coflict, wars break out, nothing lasts forever, everything fades. Maybe, the only thing I can really believe to the last end is the human community (人類共同體).
how to live, how to die, how to chase a star, how to make missles, how to help, how to grow up, how to love...
many many how to
anyway, to move forward. 

上帝已死,國家覆亡,政府失能,權威潰敗,種族衝突,戰爭爆發,
所有事都會消逝。
在這個懷疑與不信的時代或許我唯一能相信的是,
人類,人性,這個我以前從不相信的東西。
如何活,如何死,如何造火箭,如何競選,如何幫助別人,如何去愛,如何挺身而出,如何做個大人,如何表達自己...
在這世界上必須學的許許多多的how to
學不盡,學不完,
知道的越多反而越恐懼,越無法如無知時確信不已。

不過,不要被恐懼壓垮,
因為有光,才知道身處之地是多麼黑暗,
因為邁步,才知道自己已經開始旅程,
因為駑鈍,才知道要更加提起精神,
因為脆弱,才知道什麼是堅強,

總而言之前進吧,只要踏出一步就是進步,

春宵苦短少女前進吧。

#fool #winner
#그리워요

Friday, December 08, 2017

Satisfaction


說過話的人數
逗樂誰的次數
哈哈哈的字數
心領神會的一刻
來定義今日
就會十分滿足
It’s in such a dark day you brighten me up.
In such smart words you see me through.

Make me feel so high
미치겠어 날 멈출 순 없어

#小弟可愛 #母姐微笑
#跳舞開心 #活力滿點
#地板翻滾 #嘻哈精神
#笑什麼笑 #雙手插腰
#Energetic #에너제틱
#night_rather_than_day
#圖文不符最正常
#揪咪揪咪



12/13/2017 3:03:41 PM
一個女人應該相信愛情,尋找自己的靈魂伴侶。

我遇見一個我喜歡的男人,我不知道事態會如何發展,但我很正面,相信一切都會好的。
I met a guy I like. I don’t know how’s it gonna to be. But I am positive/optimistic. I believe everything is gonna be fine.
悲傷難過憤怒時,如何安定自己。

我想的事,我說的話,都會變成真的,
所以要慎思慎言。
Life is never easy
but I chose to
to love, to work, to connect, to be alive

永無止境檢討修正以臻完美化境的自我改造執著阿
you are mine and you will be mine.
we will be just fine.

The difference between Optimism and Positive Thinking - Imagine Your Reality : Holistic Business Coaching | Imagine Your Reality : Holistic Business Coaching:
"What’s the difference? Optimistic thinking tends to focus on the idea that everything will work out, and so as a result the person can sometimes be blindsided by situations that occur and not be prepared for them. Positive thinking on the other hand acknowledges that problems can occur and that everything won’t automatically work out, unless the person is prepared to take action. Positive thinking embraces possibilities and looks for solutions without the assumption that everything will automatically work.

It’s important to cultivate positive thinking as a skill. It starts with recognizing where you are limiting your thoughts. If you are telling yourself what you can’t do, that’s an example of negative or limited thinking. Flip it around and tell yourself you can do it. You’ll find that if you believe you can do something, you’ll start to look for ways to actually make it happen. In a given situation, look for the possibilities and then embrace them. By choosing to do that you’ll start seeing how you can solve your problems and you won’t let them bog you down with details.

Positive thinking recognizes that no problem is too large and that every problem has a solution, if you are willing to look for it. It also recognizes that focusing on the negatives will only limit you, because you’ll focus on what those negatives tell you instead of looking for ways to get around them or solve them.

Positive thinking is an essential skill for a business owner. It’s developed by monitoring your thoughts and your attitude and inserting a consciousness focus toward positive thinking. When you aim for possibilities, you never let a negative situation control you."

hika在解決問題上是一等一的。
現在的狀況不太有利,但我可以想想辦法。我會想出辦法。

Tuesday, December 05, 2017

初戀情人問題

初戀情人問題
電機、法律、義大利

如果可以,你想要跟初戀情人胼手胝足孜孜矻矻過下去,
還是想要嫁入豪門不愁吃穿?
沒有對錯的價值觀問題,紅玫瑰和白玫瑰,蚊子血/硃砂痣,白月光/白飯粒,
人貴知足,因不知足太貴。
跟初戀情人在一起也很辛苦,但愛會發光;
衣食足而後知榮辱,靈魂枯萎的重量,太重。

一個悠悠忽忽的夢,
一團莽莽撞撞的獸。

過去的我沒能做的選擇,沒能救的自己。

風に吹かれても
ハッピーでいられるよ

站在潮汐與波岸的邊緣
兩棲生物
雙棲動物
always something in between
非此非彼
我只能成為我而已喔
光如此 就全然盡力

所有都為一
重要的只有一件事


Monday, December 04, 2017

沙灘

戀愛像潮水 來來去去
一波未平 一波又起
男人們帶著他們自顧自的姿態 爭先恐後 前仆後繼
來到我的沙灘
故作矜持地欣賞貝殼 或是大膽的挖掘砂丘
隨潮浪流逝 最終一切都消失於無形
留下看不見的軌跡
tell me some  ya stories
最終只是希望
在曲終人散之際 殘妝退盡 燈光刺眼時刻
已經握著誰的手先下了舞池

異常之前 先定義正常
開始一段關係前 卻很少人問什麼是關係
為什麼你總是否定我是對的 我的所見所聞
我的心就是這樣
why don't you know?
是你不懂

放鬆心情 隨心而行
笑看人間風雨
試著以更高大上的維度 更廣域的觀點
來面對生命裡的一切
我的志願是成為女神
滿身傷痕也會被光全面治癒
不斷提升的女神

業總是一直來一直來
修也修不完
不過我要做的只有一件事
清楚現在的狀況
表現自己的姿態
把身影深深印進你的心裡就好

睥睨世界的勇氣
我不喜歡這個世界 但我喜歡你
所以為了追尋那樣的你
沒有人能像你
keep moving