Tuesday, June 24, 2008

stuck

I feel I am totally stuck, in every aspect of my life.
That's such an awful feeling but no matter how I try - positive thinking or get some other things to do.
It is there, undeniable. It shall be my first summer like this. I should learn to be like adults, responsible and independent.

I miss who I was, who had some positive expectation about the future, a little more optimistic than pessimistic.

下午 11:45 2008/6/25
奇摩新聞是個有趣的地方
女性想婚 22歲就要找對象
北市月入不到5萬 中低收入戶
兩個都達不到
看了這兩篇之後我心寒了

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