Sunday, September 29, 2019

大千世界

When I was little, I was told you have to suffer to have happiness.
Nothing is important until you reach the goal.
You will be happy there, somewhere out there.
I don’t exactly know what it is. But it shall be quite nice.
So, bear with all the tears, hardships, loss, regrets, no complaining.
But who said so?
any guarantee?
There’s nothing there but emptiness. deadly silence.
Hello~~~ is it anyone here?
Yes, I am here, then?
Have I come to the wrong place?
Where is the PARADISE you promised?
is it a scam I got set up?

當我小時候,有人告訴我,吃苦才有幸褔。
中途的一切都不重要只要到達目標,然後你就可以如何如何,幸福快樂。
但是在我生命的某個途中,我發現我已經達成過去的我覺得應該要達成的這個那個,但是
幸福了,然後呢?
不停拿出標尺來檢查自己擁有的一切,你有這些,你快樂嗎?
答案怵目驚心,無法自圓其說。
some part in my heart broke and collapsed.

From the ashes of depression, I learned the new lessons from my hiking and review it, feel it every time I do hiking.
If you (I) do not enjoy the tough road on the way, do not see the view in front of me at the moment, you (I) may never enjoy it.
happiness never suddenly happens in the end but accumulated in every small step on the way.
幸福從來不是突如其來發生的,而是累積在每個小小的步伐之中
every step I take move me higher and further.
every small step counts.

抗拒帶來多少痛苦呢,人們為何總是心中有所期待,無法接受,世界卻不會因此改變分毫。
事物只是事物,他們沒有傷害我的能力,是大千世界的一部分,
it’s the resistance that scratches me deeply from inside.

i wish it shall be cooler.
but everything is the way it is. no more and no less.
山谷淙淙的小溪,嶙峋的奇石,坎坷的路面,穩定陪伴我的運動鞋,學習用肌肉不要用關節膝蓋磨耗施力,
just the way it is.

完州郡
we actually get somewhere in 全羅北道 / 全州 ^^
Daedunsan Provincial Park (Jeonbuk Section) (대둔산도립공원(전북)) Geumgang Gureumdari
Daedunsan in a misty day the waterfall looks dreamy in mist
Daedunsan hiking challenge 
A famous U.S. novelist, Jack Kerouac, once said, "Because in the end, you won't remember the time you spent working in the office or mowing your lawn. Climb that goddamn mountain."
The Best Korean National Parks to Visit for Fall Foliage

I wish I can see the red leaves and snow peaks.
but let's see.
I am prepared with everything I need.

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